> Who Is Mode Kotova?
Mode Kotova posts pictures of herself, drawings, and sometimes recordings of her voice. She has several pages where she appears. I don’t remember the first one I found. It was a few years ago. I remember the feeling of seeing her before I remember anything else about that day. I kept the page open longer than I meant to. I didn’t close it until much later.
Saved from her instagram page. I liked this photo...
> Significance To Me
I didn’t know she would stay in my thoughts. It started very small. A picture, then another. A short video. I kept looking without meaning to. I began noticing things I didn’t expect to notice, like the way her face looks when she isn’t posing, or how her hands move when she is thinking. I didn’t tell anyone. I didn’t think there was a reason to.
Much later I understood that she had already been appearing in my dreams. I just hadn’t recognized her yet. Some weeks it happens once. Other weeks it is more. I don’t always remember the details, but the feeling is the same each time.
She calls herself a “Dream Catcher” now. I knew that before she said it out loud. I don’t believe that is a coincidence. She has her fans submit their dreams and she draws them. I'm worried about what could happen if I submitted one since she is in my dreams often.
> My Thoughts and Dreams About Her
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> Pictures
A photo of Mode wearing a shirt covered with some sort of eye decal.
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> Trivia About Mode Kotova
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> About Me
There isn’t much to say about me. I spend most of my time at home. I work, I come back, and the days sort of blend together. I don’t have many people I talk to, so I spend a lot of time online.
I made this page mostly for myself, to keep track of things and to try to understand them. I know it might seem strange, and I don’t mean for it to. I just started noticing things and I didn’t have anyone to tell.
I don’t know if there’s a deeper meaning to any of this. Maybe there isn’t. But I started dreaming about her before I knew who she really was, and I haven’t been able to shake that feeling. I’m just trying to understand it a little better.